Monday, November 28, 2011

Faith


I’ve seen dreams that move the mountains, hope that doesn’t
ever end, even when the sky is falling.  And I’ve seen miracles
just happen, silent prayers get answered, and broken hearts
become brand new. That’s what faith can do.
Always Faith in moving F O R W A R D

Thursday, November 24, 2011

Partysiando for Halloween

This year we took Partysiando to Celebrities in Haledon NJ. A sexy local lounge with no cover. Perfect for the local night out. Halloween night was rather festive. Complete with many interesting customes of chukies, clowns, Kitties and Zombies having a good time!

Here's a glimpse of that was like...



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Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Letting Go..

"To let go isn't to forgot, not to think about, or ignore. It doesn't leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. Letting go isn't about winning or losing. It's not about pride and it's not about how you appear, and it's not obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isn't blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and doesn't leave emptiness, hurt, or sadness. It's not about giving in or giving up. Letting go isn't about loss and it's not about defeat. To let go is to cherish the memories, but to overcome and move on. It is having an open mind confidence in the future. Letting go is learning and experiencing and growing. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry, and made you grow. It's about all that you have, all that you had, and all that you will soon gain. Letting go is having the courage to accept change, and the strength to keep moving. Letting go is growing up. It is realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy. To let go is to open a door, and to clear a path and set yourself free."


    I found this quote as I was looking for inspiration on letting go. Recently, someone whom I've been extremely close to for a very long time and I decided we had to let go of each other.  While It was very sad and hurtful to me to make that decision, and not exactly my first preference of action. I knew there was no other option given the circumstance of us. So, the decisions were made and I quickly began to wonder why I couldn't fill my heart with resentment of the outcome. I thought that was the natural thing to do to start the process. Why couldn't I just tell myself it's time to put the memories behind and work towards forgetting so I can indeed.. let go. I didn't want to forget. I didn't want to empty memories although I felt pain, and yet although I felt pain because of that person I did not want to grow angry at them. As hard as it is, I want to embrace change and have faith in the new outcome of the future.  I will with no doubt carry with me the experiences Ive shared with that someone so dear and the many lessons that have grown and will grow.  Yet, even with a positive mind, I guess the hardest part of letting go, will always be to stay confident that the decision was the right choice.  But I guess it's the reality of life,- having Faith in the uncertain, having the courage to smile even if it hurts, and having the strength to keep your word. I always tell myself things are only as hard as one makes it and now I know and faith that I can let go, and most importantly, to let go... you don't have to forget.